Isabella, 17, Singapore.
Infatuated with fashion design, make up and nail polish.

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Hey everyone! How was your day? Mine was pretty okay, and I've got my inspiration back! Though I've finished the site layout, I'm not done with Sera's content so I shouldn't be opening Sera so soon. Plus, it's gonna be Chinese New Year in less than 2 weeks and school's gonna start on thursday. I went for my first rehearsal in my new String Ensemble group yesterday and I'm having a really hard time adapting. I could play everything, ok ALMOST everything (or should I say, I could SIGHT READ ALMOST everything) but the most depressing part of the rehearsal is that I didn't feel like I belong there. It was as if I was just this weirdo with a different shirt from everybody else trying to fit in. The conductor wasn't as bad as I imagined him to be; he remembered my name! However, I think I expected too much from the people there... My senior whom I've been texting since my audition wasn't as friendly as I thought... But I suppose that its because she needs to concentrate on the rehearsals or something. She didn't really talk to me, only when she was helping me carry my stand to the concourse (where we were gonna conduct our rehearsal). Well, I thought that since she was from the same secondary school as me, she might be more friendly or sociable... But well, it's the first time I met her. Maybe she wasn't sure of what to do. Instead, Nicholas (recap: Guy who helped me into the waiting room on the day of the audition) was really sociable and said Hi to me the moment he saw me outside the Strings room! He's the only guy in Strings too. Hmph. Well, at the end of the rehearsal this girl introduced me to the ensemble but I doubt anybody was listening. For all you know, none of them caught my name.

Anyway, that day was just so miserable for me. I was really tired and the moment I reached home I threw myself onto the bed and slept for like... 4 hours straight.

Also, I've fallen ill. And I have no idea how I fell ill. I was sniffing last night, and then this morning my throat was really itchy and then I started coughing and in less than an hour I've caught the flu. Now my nose is red because I've blown my nose so many times till the skin at the tip of my nose is irritated. And school's gonna start in a few days...

If I really need to go for Strings this wednesday, I'll not be looking forward to it. Seriously, there's nothing to look forward to, except for the Beethoven piece that we're playing (Egmont). Sigh. I'm feeling sick and dejected and I'm so worried that I'll feel so out of place in my new school. I've been asking myself since yesterday, why I actually wanted to get into VJ that much in the first place. I've plunged down into oblivion. All of a sudden I have no idea what my goal in life is. It's THAT bad. I am someone who is very socially active and I love to make new friends. And what happened on the first rehearsal... It just took me down sooo hard. In attempt to cheer myself up from being sick, dejected and disappointed, I made this:


Have a great day, everyone. I'm feeling drowsy from the medicine I took.

Isabella Mak, famously known as Lala.
Singapore
17 Years Old
31 March 1994
Methodist Girls' School
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Email: isabella_mak3103[AT]hotmail.com
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Interests: Fashion, Design (Web, Graphic and Fashion), Beauty and Music.

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Hey everyone! How was your day? Mine was pretty okay, and I've got my inspiration back! Though I've finished the site layout, I'm not done with Sera's content so I shouldn't be opening Sera so soon. Plus, it's gonna be Chinese New Year in less than 2 weeks and school's gonna start on thursday. I went for my first rehearsal in my new String Ensemble group yesterday and I'm having a really hard time adapting. I could play everything, ok ALMOST everything (or should I say, I could SIGHT READ ALMOST everything) but the most depressing part of the rehearsal is that I didn't feel like I belong there. It was as if I was just this weirdo with a different shirt from everybody else trying to fit in. The conductor wasn't as bad as I imagined him to be; he remembered my name! However, I think I expected too much from the people there... My senior whom I've been texting since my audition wasn't as friendly as I thought... But I suppose that its because she needs to concentrate on the rehearsals or something. She didn't really talk to me, only when she was helping me carry my stand to the concourse (where we were gonna conduct our rehearsal). Well, I thought that since she was from the same secondary school as me, she might be more friendly or sociable... But well, it's the first time I met her. Maybe she wasn't sure of what to do. Instead, Nicholas (recap: Guy who helped me into the waiting room on the day of the audition) was really sociable and said Hi to me the moment he saw me outside the Strings room! He's the only guy in Strings too. Hmph. Well, at the end of the rehearsal this girl introduced me to the ensemble but I doubt anybody was listening. For all you know, none of them caught my name.

Anyway, that day was just so miserable for me. I was really tired and the moment I reached home I threw myself onto the bed and slept for like... 4 hours straight.

Also, I've fallen ill. And I have no idea how I fell ill. I was sniffing last night, and then this morning my throat was really itchy and then I started coughing and in less than an hour I've caught the flu. Now my nose is red because I've blown my nose so many times till the skin at the tip of my nose is irritated. And school's gonna start in a few days...

If I really need to go for Strings this wednesday, I'll not be looking forward to it. Seriously, there's nothing to look forward to, except for the Beethoven piece that we're playing (Egmont). Sigh. I'm feeling sick and dejected and I'm so worried that I'll feel so out of place in my new school. I've been asking myself since yesterday, why I actually wanted to get into VJ that much in the first place. I've plunged down into oblivion. All of a sudden I have no idea what my goal in life is. It's THAT bad. I am someone who is very socially active and I love to make new friends. And what happened on the first rehearsal... It just took me down sooo hard. In attempt to cheer myself up from being sick, dejected and disappointed, I made this:


Have a great day, everyone. I'm feeling drowsy from the medicine I took.

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-Isabella.