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Isabella, 17, Singapore.
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Sunday, September 25, 2011 @ 5:28:00 PM.
429 a brand new start.
Hey everyone (:
Long time no see. I've been off of the blogging scene for about half a year now, and with my end-of-year exams ticked off my to-do list, it's about time I returned to blogging. It's been a good few months; much has happened and much has changed. My hair's longer now; my laptop's dirtier; my stack of magazines are thicker and my list of worries are longer. But all is well at my side.

Let's start with a few significant changes that have happened in my life so far. Firstly, I'm now the President of my CCA (Co-curriculum activity). Ironic much. I can still remember when the handover video made by my ex-EXCO (executive committee) appeared on facebook, everyone messaged me to congratulate me. And one of my friends which I had attended the VJC open house last year with, Fathin, whom sadly isn't in VJ with me, messaged me about how she remembered me saying that I would NEVER join Strings ever again, but I turned out to be the President of Strings in the end :P

Secondly, I've not been doing well in school. It's really demoralising. After the mid-year exams, I've been marked the bottom 3% of my cohort. I'm not kidding. It's been a rough time, and it's been HELL. Talking to teachers, explaining what happened and why I didn't perform on par. And the worst was meeting the Vice Principal. She was friendly and she wasn't strict or scary or whatsoever, but the fact that I have to meet the Vice Principal of my school for the first time in 17 years... Oh gosh, am I a failure. I'm crossing my fingers that I'll do better this time but I can't deny, I've got no confidence in myself. I've never had hope in myself to begin with. It's weird that I'm so motivated towards my CCA, but not towards my studies. It's about time I bring a balance to both, but it's not gonna be easy. CCA problems are coming up, and studies are still pulling me down because the syllabus is getting harder. I don't see light. I really don't see any.

Anyway, I've decided that this will be turned into my personal blog, and along the way I'll be having some fashion stuff and beauty stuff. Probably no more graphic design stuff except for making my own layouts (which I feel is a must). So sorry to disappoint any of my readers who are looking forward to design stuff. At this point of my life, I look at the Photoshop icon and I ignore it. It's different now :/ VJ has changed me into someone I'm growing to hate.

This is mid-life crisis. I'm probably gonna live only till 34.

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