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Monday, October 24, 2011 @ 8:23:00 PM.
433 Impact after impact

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Hey guys, I'm so sorry if my last few posts have been pretty down. Today, it was probably one of the most demoralising days of the year for me.

I had to meet the Vice-Principal of my school at 8.15am, and then go for a Promo feedback session (basically a feedback session on our end-of-year exams) and then had to meet my CCA teacher-in-charge. All of them regarding my results.

I'm starting to feel like everything is just not gonna work out. I feel demoralised, and I don't feel motivated at the slightest bit.

I'm in this huge, deep pit now and it's so dark down here. I can't see any light, any hope, any chances of getting out of this pit. This pit is being the bottom 20% in my school. My CCA teacher-in-charge said that some could get out of that pit, some just stayed in there for the 2 years they have been in college.

I just feel so lost. There's nothing anyone can do to help me, and I'm just stuck here and nobody knows. It's like the world forgot about me, like I just vanished from the face of the Earth. I'm trying so hard just to survive in school.

It's too late to say this, but it looks like I don't belong here.

1 left their hearts. leave your heart?

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